Introspection went a little deep, please do not quote me or bring it up at all, thanks.

Definitely P&C but I’m not putting this on private for the very public announcement that I will take action RIGHT NOW.

Belle.

The Blue Chips.

And the Not-So-Blue ones.

In the mirror across the room I was still that little girl who always thought of herself as too boring, too brainy, and too wrong for any boy to like, never mind love.

-The Market, by J. M. Steele

 I’m just the girl who could have had it all, but I threw it away. I blew it. One shot, bam! Over. The offer still stands, but procrastinate, procrastinate. Then regret sets in, but so what? A-grade dumbarse on the highway to Loserville.
I lack the driving force, the motivation. Scholars from PRC come in with an F9 in English to an A1 by O Levels and all I can say is ‘doh…I hope I pass my Chinese.’

Like what Ms Toh said, you can say that you are disappointed with your own results, but you must take action! Actions always, always louder than words, Isabelle Lin Li. Actions carry you somewhere and words make empty promises. Move your lazy arse and get crackin’, then this is where rewards come in.

Thanks to getting distracted YET AGAIN, I am gonna force myself to stay up all bloody night and MAKE SOME ACTUAL, SUBSTANTIAL and AWFULLY BELATED PROGRESS on my goddamn OLEVELARTPAPER1.

I’m gonna need coffee. Lots and lots of it. To last through the night and the whole of tomorrow.

I think this is the straw that broke the camel’s back.
I want to prove myself right, at least for this once.
For my Art O Levels,
which is probably the only thing I can do.
Should do. But not doing yet.
For my A1.

Regrets,
accumulated,
snowballed, nosedived.
I am tired and weary of regret.
The only thing regret can do to me now
is to fucking kneel down
and kiss my ass. 

EVERY SINGLE TIME!

paynomindtowhattheysay:

I see pictures from the PJO2 cast or the set

I’m like:

and all this people meeting the cast:

and everyone is telling me to calm down, because ‘the sea of monsters’ is not premiering until next year:

so I’ll just wait here!!!